So, here I am, home completely alone. I'm okay with that, for a few days at least. I lived alone for so many years it's rather nice to get a taste of that again. Of course, I miss my darling little family like crazy. I am whiling away my evening/night listening to some tunes. It's been a while since I've had an opportunity to just decompress, without worries of bothering my kids or husband.
When I'm down I search every mistake
I'm looking for new regrets
Sometimes I forget, I forget
That His grace is sufficient for me
That it's deeper and wider than I can conceive
His grace is sufficient for me
These are some lyrics of Jennifer Knapp's (LOVE HER) "His Grace is Sufficient." Now, I'm not here, at this moment, dwelling on some sad thoughts, but I know that in those moments where I am feeling particularly depressed I search for more things to be depressed about. I will often find myself doubting everything about who I am, insisting that I am worthless and undeserving of all the many blessings I have. In the back of my mind, I know this is just not true. I am just as worthy as everyone else because His Grace is Sufficient. I can't understand it but I can appreciate it. Or as another great song can explain:
It’s good to know
That there’s a second chance
Know that it’s all in Your hands
Even if I just don’t understand
’Cause I know that I will be alright
I finally see the other side
It takes the darkness to open up your eyes
Thank You Francesca Battistelli!
On another note, got some packing done even while enjoying my Harry Potter marathon. I was able to get most of Zoe's toys packed, and believe me when I say that was no small feat!
Blessings to you all!